God did bring me through it better than I ever thought possible. If I didn’t have faith and God it would have been so much harder to bear. Our husbands are no longer in pain and they are free of this world. I wouldn’t wish Donnie back to the suffering that he would have had to endure. I would love to have him back healthy, but that is not to be. So life moves forward and a different path is taken on my life’s journey.