l lost my husband 2 months ago yesterday. He had a rare type of cancer and was diagnosed 5 1/2 years ago. We knew we only had so much time and we packed a lot in this time. We (he) tried to prepare me for this but nobody can be prepared. I miss him terribly but I know I have to go on. I have most recent video with he and our grandson and I want so desperately to watch it but I'm so afraid that's it's too soon. For so long I took care of everything and made decisions now I would just like someone to make a decision for me. Any advise out there. I've never belonged to any type of online group or Facebook so I'm not even sure if I'm doing this correctly.