Christmas parties give me mixed feelings. On one hand I enjoy getting out and seeing everyone, but on the other hand it makes me feel lonely for Donnie.
The whole Christmas season is an up and down emotional roller coaster ride. Its great because you see more of your family and friends but it highlights just how empty your home is without your loved one.
This is my third Christmas and I still find it depressing. It’s just not quite right and there is nothing I can do about it.