cant stop the tears
I have lost the love of my life just this past jan 2, 2019. I feel wrong no matter what I do from going shopping to reading a book and you name it. I cry day and night; before I go to work and when I return home. days are can be a nightmare with the tears. I know this is going to take time, but when do I stop feeling wrong about everything. I sit and just stare at the empty space on the couch and wait for him to be sitting there. my radio has not even been turned on since jan 1 in my car as I am afraid I will start the tears flowing. I just want him to come home.
Oh sweetheart it is still so soon. Of course you keep crying,you lost your soul mate. I've cried and still cry and it has been a year and half. I have also screamed in public like a lunatic. Work is good. I hope you have some support there. Do you have family? The best thing for me was to see a therapist. Medication stopped the incessant crying. Be open to any kind of help. Do it your way though. My heart hurts for you. Take care.