So it’s been 5 days since my husband, at age 56, died of a massive stroke. As you can imagine, I am beyond devastated. It feels like there’s an axe embedded in my chest, a rock in my stomach, and my head is going to explode from the intense grief of it all. I don’t know what to do, I’m walking around like a zombie & I feel like I’m going to die. I have nightmares. I’ve cried so much I got both eyes infected. I want to say WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME, but I just want my husband back. 🙁
Dear CoolEmerals - I'm so very sorry for your loss. It is especially hard around the holidays to be without the love of your life. It may be hard to take in at this time, but your broken heart will heal. Please get the free guides under the "Just For You" Section and there is a Closed Facebook Page called "The Sisterhood of Widows - Closed Group for Widows" that has an amazing group of widows that discuss their issues amongst themselves. That may be another safe place for you to get support.
Meanwhile, hold on and know that you matter. Mary Francis